Just, this.
Why is it always before I have exciting plans my body always sabotages me and gets ill?
Does she think she’s protecting me? What from?? Or does she just like to ruin things for me? I may never know.
Either way, can they please stop so I can be excited and enjoy myself? Thanks.
September 2nd 2021
My most unbearable anxiety/panic symptoms from four to seven years ago are coming back into my daily life again. Yay!
August 31st 2021
I feel defeated after this week. I barely have the energy to write this post. My brain processes the wants to take proper care of myself enough to have the thoughts that I should make a healthy lunch or confront my feelings instead of eating them, or whatever else. But the thoughts are immediately overwritten by a lack of energy, care or motivation.
I feel like sh*t because I am not taking proper care of myself and I am deteriorating rapidly, but at the same time I just really don’t care enough and am literally not at all motivated to do anything about any of my problems. I would feel so much better if I did, but I just can’t. I feel tired, I feel empty, I struggle to stay on task. Overall, I just don’t know.
August 27th 2021
Anyone got the answer to how to actually make good habits for yourself? AND commit to them?? I’ve been saying that I’m going to for weeks but have barely tried. I’m just so unmotivated.
August 23rd 2021
you’ve done the impossible before; you’ll do it again
I saw this right when I needed it. Tumblr can be magic like that sometimes. Thank you.
I ate too much last night so I feel really sick today. I thought the frozen yoghurt was worth it because I got it for free and it came with a funny story, but maybe not.
I hate feeling nauseous and having stomach aches, it makes me feel really anxious. I spend a large amount of time in the bathroom waiting hoping for my body to do it’s thing and then feel much better, but I’m not having that much luck. I’ve got things to do today so this is less than convenient, but I’ve just got to the best that I can with what I’ve got today.
August 15th 2021
